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clouds when seen Xia Wenjun, or cutting his heart is actually endless. But soon, this will be the heartbeat of the senses by his determination to make up with the idea of the steam. He is also setting a very casual manner towards Xia Wenjun smiled, a smile, as if mixed with irony. There should be some, he was mocking himself.
almost the same as the previous two meetings, Xia Wenjun very kindly put his hand on the waist clouds International holding him to cross the road. He's big strong hand of generosity and coarse bones reveals a people can not describe the gentle and considerate. It seems a long absence for a very long time, tell yourself the feeling of convective clouds. In fact the original clouds, the first time to see him to such a wonderful sense of feeling like a long lost hundreds of centuries.
clouds my heart just refuses to feel anything, just imagine a piece of wood like to come out tonight. Xia Wenjun seems to have felt from the clouds in the face of it, he takes the bird in the hand soft, slender hands are against every inch of skin with his rough skin contact. The clouds look from the Xia Wenjun read out the doubt and disbelief, it seems there is a modicum of regret it, clouds would like, and my heart is always endless smile.
clouds that trying to behave naturally, free and easy thing, but facial expressions are out of here, but never mind can not accept such poor acting.
by. even he himself can not understand their own behavior, and this is precisely the behavior that he has been opposed, and make him feel sick.
what drives him into what he called the hell?
Now the clouds do not want to think about, in addition to the share of bitter taste in mind, vent can not suppress the sadness in my mind, he did not want to thoughtful, but also do not want to feel anything. Let all the senses are hell! clouds, like, tonight just one-night stand.
clouds suddenly find it very funny, he thought laughing already, but the face of Xia Wenjun, how he did not. Before that, he never thought to meet him again, and no expect to meet is so embarrassing. the whole night in the net bar, with a name for himself vomiting: just want to do a 419 tonight. when clouds do not feel anything, because the large size filled with grief All the small blood vessels and nerves. now think of it, clouds that that in itself is a satire. He is such to promote their own: 419 only once, only this one night, so a rare opportunity, ah, please cherish it! One person asked him, do not know what the reason, he chose him. started did not know it was Xia Wenjun, and Xia Wenjun do not know this little boy is the clouds dissipated Xinghai, when Xia Wenjun OICQ where required and give a number of chat when the clouds had the mentality of large fluctuations.
he?!
see this man is his first friends, but also his friends had ever seen clouds in the deepest impression, in his mind of young innocent minds have always thought that Xia Wenjun is the best companion. Xia Wenjun children to understand all this simple idea, but clouds also appreciate that the performance in front of him a very real person, but do not know for what reason, the two meet again no later.
see or not see? clouds, I always asked myself. He was just by feeling particularly distressed to decide their own indulgent impulse, but really the face of such things, he hesitated a. floor, into the house, eyes scanning the clouds about his place, and then two people begin to smoke. in small talk with the boring, stiff, after the topic, did not speak to each other.
without the enthusiasm of the past. ; Xia Wenjun responded with a smile: Finally, turn your face back, back to the door, trying to avoid when he came in what is likely to have their own feelings, but also for himself along the way attracted by his endless guilt.
clouds suddenly found themselves to too much, so the body down a slide, supine in the chair, refused to think of the plot is going to happen soon, he wanted a blank mind, but quickly discovered he was wrong, Feng-third of that raised lips seven fun mocking smile in his mind immediately when a little calm in his eyes, there is a pool of pit-like pair of eyes.
tears poured from the lacrimal gland, overflowing the whole eyes. stream the time to wipe away the cloud, Xia Wenjun came in, he immediately pretended to play with glasses, to fight back the tears back. he was a black T shirt in his personal body wrapped attracted. He immediately sold his vision to the Xia Wenjun radiation the desire to light. Xia Wenjun glances with his eyes the eyes of acceptance with such a desire, tightly bound with his relative, as if over a century ago. I do not know who is active, the heat transfer between the lip and the lip. < br> ill. warm feeling of toughness wrapped in silky smooth, mouth Jiabian Mosa Zhao, moved to the maple sides of neck artery throbbing, feeling the thrill that fled his body suddenly shuddered hh, clouds immediately unconscious to accept this mind, looking up any cold water flow his face. He was so spotless before, then now --- he frantically wiping every inch of skin, body wash, to wash away all the dust, but dust has long been attached to the heart. He began to regret: Why do not want to make their own decisions on impulse to do?
What makes his own comrades of betraying the principles and the pursuit of love and constancy?
this problem in mind clouds passing through, and soon, he bites Yaochun rushing a bit with a towel, holding clothes left out. Since the decision to make 419, then it make a good 419. clouds the Xinyi Heng , to get into the room put the clothes in front of a cast, watching Xia Wenjun style smile, slender to show in front of him completely naked, the water is not completely erase the eyes of the Xia Wenjun reveals a light. Xia Wenjun hands hold the stream Cloud's arms, bowed his head in the clouds of the forehead and kissed affectionately, then turned, in the closet, took out a thin blanket for him wipe away the body of water droplets. clouds suddenly took a thin blanket , use it wrapped around his naked body. However, it has not had time to think, Xia Wenjun been clinging to it, it was a pain in the clamp, this moment has not reached a long-ethereal. clouds close your eyes , let Xia Wenjun suck it kissed the spit.
blanket slipped from the body, clouds are clinging to Xia Wenjun, and explore it in its back. He wanted him to, to all his, and that eagle fierce desire to make him stunned. so what is the passion Kuangmeng feelings? Why do not all feel at this time he slips coming? as if his desire already exists, ready, and now finally burst out, so he felt their weak anomalies. he was confining his arms, wave after wave of pleasure swept the original light on to his endless breath, his mouth covered his Jiaochuan snatched up, took his breath. He offered to Dianzhe feet, to take it rain kissed pear-like, hand to enjoy the leisurely exploration.
Xia Wenjun clouds gently on the bed, with her lower lip hard as he sucked and provocative stimuli the action that he groaned, and then returned to his lips and kissed lingering deep, cause he did not know of its existence from the feelings, which he then began to describe Mount Kai's lips with clouds on the chin, fingers like a smart cat Grilled over his hair as the other hand will be enough to light all the way down my neck, touching down. When Xia Wenjun hand over the navel when the soft belly, white clouds suddenly remembered that the smooth maple hand doing the same when he moves back arched up, pressing close to him, and immersed in the bite out of a trace of blood on his lips, and maple back, but also mischievous. Now he wish Xia Wenjun can bite on a back, and then shed like rain Sorry kiss.
did not do so, however Xia Wenjun, but along the neck and chest all the way to kiss, in his little two played together on the nipple. His action is so familiar ah, so he recalled the first When the second meeting under his modesty he untied the two buttons of his shirt. The same action with the maple used in the clouds lingering into. clouds at the moment really want to sit up and then smoke a cigarette, a smile soon. But he must not do so at this moment can not. Xia Wenjun immersed in his chest, his face did not feel the moment of change. In fact waves of pleasure, or predictable, as the Xia Wenjun hot lips traveled in his body He quickly entered the state. he suddenly wanted to hold tight and never let go Xia Wenjun feeling, and he sat up and hugged him. Xia Wenjun feverishly kissing, mouth Jiabian Mosa Zhao. stream cloud close your eyes, indulge his lips wander to his Binbian, the feeling of hair in the ear.
clouds no room for retreat, this time to tell him the body of the heat, passion are all potential broke out. He wants him to be his all, to be his forever. clouds thinking how strange it is, ah, he was shocked that want to act: to him forever? This is entirely contrary to him one night stand mind. the reason he wanted to fine it, but it is completely unable to think quickly, leaving only the feeling of pain came constantly.
(2)
clouds, the train, trying to think, do not always want to out what they were, the so-called bystander Like father, even his own emotions play in the incident and what role, why do not tell them the feeling at work, broken clouds scratch the scalp can not explain. As the clouds said of himself is the same: most do not understand their own and therefore could not see any foreign objects. He smile soon turned round trying to see through the thick glass window outside the shuttle, but after the landscape, but ended the night with reflected light over the glass that he could not see anything, only one person in the glass front of the world could not laugh at yourself.
depths. The feeling for a long time did not hear the sound of clouds before. That is the original true self, the self-spotless. But who is laughing at? society, rendering the pressure of public opinion and how distorted the self, to exclude the original true self, as well as to make it hidden in the depths? clouds suddenly wanted to train picked up a fist to smash the glass, however, the enormous social piece of glass it invisible?
how Forgot? who it was Memory of Seamless?
lingering night, the clouds against the chair crazy Xizhe Yan, Xia Wenjun eyes try to avoid. Xia Wenjun attentively looked at clouds for a moment, out of a stack of information together, spit tobacco , said: , tone and firm suddenly Fengrui. April 1 is the one o'clock more, let it be a good April Fool's Day special gift. the occasion of April Fool's Day statement to the actress Bai Aimu and access to the sincere love. However, for convective terms, it seems to only be regarded as a fairy tale, this fairy tale does not seem to be staged in the real world, let alone in their own cast a rainbow world.
Xia Wenjun is confused with eyes glanced over, I do not know what kind of expression of his face flashed. information. clouds aware of this information is very important to him, at this time that he was actually the case very carefully browse page by page.
strange clouds reveal strong expression, indifferent to one another pumping cigarette. so that a child seems to have changed surprisingly Xia Wenjun? Xia Wenjun, or peripheral vision from time to time by scanning him, over and over again.
, chewing a green arrow, then lay into the bed. When he had finished his embrace him bending him over a solid arm, encouraged by his pillow generous in his solid chest, fingers stroking his arm.
clouds suddenly thought in mind, so that The Feelings do not know smile in the same scenario to show how many times, but feelings are still told him that he was gladly accepted.
; clouds said, it really does not know in my heart sigh. This is how strange, you even can not tell what their hearts feel.
cloud, mouth close to his deep kiss on the forehead.
clouds did not answer, in fact, the sentence in front of him so long to answer. He kept his slim little hand on his chest , they do not move half an inch, just let the strong hand felt his body.
try to release the long-hidden all his gentle, like lying to live in small arms docile cat.
lust, I vent my feelings, you and I will continue to be a stranger. feeling silky smooth and flexible as Feng skin, then that is how the Well.
but the maple it? is now also being nestled in the bosom of another generous? If so, then is not also think of he? If not, a man quietly in bed, whether the lingering aftertaste that immersed?
butterfly? wake up in the middle of the night rubbing Maple him, butterflies raised from his dream, fly. < br> Xia Wenjun hold Xiaoniaoyiren sleep clouds, but clouds, but how could not sleep. looking at this very charismatic man who has attracted its own, will become a one-night stand he had no reservations, not help very complicated.
this time occasionally reminded of a network of small friends who called.
it was just two days ago. he could not remember when this man met online, that impression at all. When the clouds on the phone when asked, said that just having a little friend to dial a random number, but who would believe it? When the clouds to meet him, his eyes sparkling with desire light, but all indications are that the demand was simply nothing more.
clouds themselves Dounong do not understand what drives him as he left, I always wanted to refuse but eventually like a zombie yourself. When picked up his little friend when he thought of himself trying to pick up the thin maple case, another kind of sweet smile, the kind of lips in the leak of the fun and provocative smile, and now bitter in clouds expression in the sediment.
little friends in his ear gently asked him what his name, he did not want to answer how.
Kin? Or A KEN? or all of the wonderful scenes of tears or exciting plot, seems to have missed with their own.
friends to send him as a small car, the little friend that said a word. Your gentle. Different Yes.
clouds smile looking at himself in the glass.
Xia Wenjun sent clouds even when he left hand did not touch him in what, he always make himself some distance from him --- not only refused again to any physical contact with, and strongly resisted any point in the psychological impact. He said nothing, in all languages has long been frozen in the face.
(3)
with you there? Come ----months, July, Goodbye. Ye Hao emotional adjustments.
so clouds alone set foot on the train back to school, with a look of preoccupied, but also non-refundable with few days of burning high nor low. He just journeying Looking at the windows of the train, watching the shuttle, but after the trees along the road until the night falls in strange only see their own glass. my ears a-player, stood Mei's songs, but what he has absolutely no singing Mei listen. When the rain slapping the window glass when the glass like a world of their own tears of the guests. He quickly reached down and head bunk, let the tears fall on the sleeves where no one knows.
tis may be the flower shop Rose is still the most beautiful living room shelves maple fake flowers that beam? He remembers the moment is pleased to take over the maple, in which the plug, making it the most beautiful flower children proudly showing his head. He remembered maple sweet smile, and flower charming.
now, especially in the not?
clouds swab to make tears come to train connections, removed from the bag machine smoke and fire.
in the lit cigarettes as if they see those as firefly small candle.
a laugh, said: Well, Pat's birthday every year --- let me ride with you now eighteen years of age. both by feel, look a gift horse, for love so deliberately let him forget the age, distance, feel and believe that yourself than he.
mouth does not talk, silent heart, cried.
which Tengen Feng's birthday is, clouds in the vicinity of a small pastry shop provides cake, and went downstairs to get the time to forget the fact he wants to tell Feng haircut (he felt his hair long in front of Maple and chaos). Feng long time not see clouds return, will have to play the clouds of the pager. when clouds were soon end management, thinking one took the cake on the back, it did not intend to return phone calls, hurry come back to find the time coincided His maple. In this regard, clouds really touched touched. cake was put on the maple face, body, clouds of every inch of skin on his tongue linger, drink from a transition into another mouth, bright eyes teaser , when the clouds feel so happy so happy.
But why, maple, why should suddenly in the face of reality? Why must so boring in the love of controlling the boundaries of the standard? What is 1? What is 0? Is this love you still not enough? neither love, but why guided me into your network?
clouds, bound in a league with her head sadly at the car phase.
butterflies still in his dream flying, no, do not have dreams, butterflies are still swirling in his mind, everywhere, scattered sunlight flashing powder. However, such a trace of dark sky in the spots.
fever may be the reason, the mood has been unable to spread The clouds returned to my seat to sleep on the table V, and soon made a long time had no attack problems: sleepwalking. sleepwalking, he had been chasing butterflies flying around, and always thought of his strange dance of butterflies bees . He was pleased, he not only completely interpreted using this amazing dance steps, but also, and the butterflies dance. unconsciously, he found himself turned into a butterfly, the game in the flowers, slips, and changes into the most beautiful flowers of a brilliant, was a groom passing into the sedan chair in the mining Jie. clouds transformed into a beautiful dream that his bride, only shame and excitement to the sedan as the boat was seriously rocking the subtle general feeling. a long time, bending into the car opened the groom and groom red scarf, surprised and feeling of shame he had not had time to see the groom's appearance, he woke up.
he was disoriented and was dream of hitting the alarm like to speak only people who see one side of the old man patted his shoulder and told him: Nanchang is coming. He touched the clouds on the forehead, said: back, but fortunately, Nanchang is up, go back to it after a good rest and recuperation. do not know that they have been doing a good thing: pour hot water, ah, ah instant noodles, throw rubbish, ah, without saying anything for passengers around the service, will also bring their own food people eat the whole issue, until we all rest before returning to his first sleep in situ on-volt. One woman saw him badly burned, wet towels for his deposition, he shook his head and declined. was asleep asleep, his head against sitting on the side Sven about thirty men on the shoulders, holding his hands almost sleep. gentle person who was under the car in Ganzhou.
the train is still ahead, Nanchang in sight, more than half the people already in the car and get off appears empty. looking out the window of the green, do not see the glass has been bleak world of ridicule that the role of man and self-deprecating. silent, when all the ethereal. Shuyou heart startled, may be enlightened: the train is like life We as passengers, the train of life, we are only passing through, traveling in a car after the scenery along the way, get on another train, is another way landscape. everything is love from the original injury, and all are is the love from around the. Love is also true peace? love also false peace? love had also true peace? love has also false peace? Nanbian, also temporarily debate.
clouds would like to let the memory in the diary the last page of it.
diary, however, such as memory, who is immortal, not the final page of the total.
had on the once said: Maybe God meant I could not love you, then I hope God will bless you, will someone like me, or even more love you. But clouds know that the original conception and now have this to say how different.
clouds to Pushkin's Diary, I hope when the internet to see the maple, it is hard to read the true meaning:
I have loved you: love, maybe
in my mind and is not extinguished;
I hope it does not will bother you; I do not want to make you feel distressed.
I have Silently and hopelessly loved you,
I both suffer from shyness, but also endure the torture of jealousy:
I have so sincerely, so tenderly loved you,
I hope God bless you, and the other will be as much as I love you.
mm of: waiting
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