Love is so simple

 Autumn, as if quietly coming, and then quietly leave, always leave no trace; do not feel, can not slip away quietly from the side to capture every bit of fate; wind, north from the city to a small alley where stuff has, brushed her cheek, not the least bit warm greeting. is the time to be too hasty, or could not grasp it? why everything came so suddenly? Waste Solutions is the injury but had to send rogue pain. Yes ah, life is far more than a rush, and even dare to think you want to do, will become so outrageous in an instant. not all people? women also need to love it! Do women since their arrival in this world should be subject to a man? God, how ridiculous! she was like laughing, but not in the laugh, but cry. She was crying his useless, tolerance, so many years, are hand alone, This is a piece of paper inside to end the marriage between her and him? too sudden! Yes, everything has come so suddenly, how would such a short time she made such bold decision? she felt This broke up the result is that she is not satisfied, after all, between them, and now has no children, and even love, how can the crystallization did not count come to the stage together? Yes ah, this is too blame themselves smart too naive, for marriage, how can it as a trifling matter? such a painful and decisive ending, so who would think of know each other for some time, have a common language and share a close rapport, you can very well together; and good dispersion it is not so easy, fast together, not to loose too fast, because, after all, is not machines that can be stopped to stop, it has its own thoughts and feelings ah! the face of such a conclusion, who do not feel it sigh it? is to blame herself, and had good family Because the divorce themselves. husband has been trying to restore, but she is saying into the oil and salt for this, no matter how her husband insisted she is determined to persuade him away. what exactly is the reason, even she herself said, unclear.
autumn cool with a trace of wind chill, blowing cold on the body without the slightest sense. may have been numb, body covered with endless years of dirty, how can people feel a little comfort? tired Everything was very tired over the years, living in the hustle and bustle of the city, may have never thought that one day out of the city, in the other side to experience the natural quiet over the pages. is too busy to work it? Perhaps, like the endless pressure of a huge stone on her breast, how to make her a good mouth breathe air? maybe someday there will be stifled in the city too! can be desperate for love to pursue, in the this world, there is no force that can beat that. She this is a gentle, vulnerable women, even in just a bride soon, do not drop the character. perhaps her habits and character caused by the , the human era, such a woman like her, it seems increasingly see less fortune, perhaps to a certain period of one day, she can be handed down in this world is a valuable human model of it. but gentle, vulnerable women are often is easy to get hurt, she does not know why he would choose such a character, maybe that is your fate, God destined her to be a vulnerable woman, what can she do?
the bustling downtown through the bright neon lights, everything looked so bleak, Rong bridge standing at one end, the body behind the bridge railing close to the heart not the slightest trace of a dull pain of the injury. She did not think all this is so fast, as put it in front of her husband uttered the mouth several times, insisting on a divorce after they have like a bird out of the cage, as can be free. but this time she has not had the joy of the, and her husband So farewell, and his way after how to get a specific arrangement has not it! me hastily broke up with him, is not too unfeeling! she and her out of the hall just thought that husband, who with her husband of three years of life are now suffering the way. He must be in my heart blame her: leave me where I have not done well? I do have to accommodate you, after you, I thought I had just so you can tear life to keep till the end, but why did you do such thing unsympathetic ! time earlier than her, for he got home from work every night to hand the kitchen cooking. She is happy enough, but why should she to break it? do not know, really even her own do not know. the last month, she is like a changed man, every time a home is an unhappy face, I do not know anything for her husband so that she was not happy, and never ask her, but quietly to doing housework.
Rong is increasingly frown upon this house, she felt any thing this family is not pleasing to the eye, often for little things and started yelling at him. husband was a generous man for her vexatious never mind, a lot of cool down time is nothing more for her elimination. Who knows, she is insatiable, her husband will not allow also call him a coward, than pigs and dogs, from getting married to now, all the family have not changed much, and the other men a ratio, just her face disgrace!
Rong do not know what causes it in the end, can a woman once married to go through this mental process of a metamorphosis it? Sometimes she was thinking, Are they really that cross between the more light it? she believe in fate, and fate. Maybe that is believed he had chosen this, however, God gave her away now a deadly joke. husband's company has been a recent downturn in efficiency, but also just for the leadership, the new manager and his character is very congenial, very satisfied with his performance, so he racked their thoughts into the accountant, this is a fatal blow to him, but at this time Rong has added insult to injury, he kept in front of a neighbor's face that he is useless, and everything so that we can and do a few years out of the Company Secretary not only failed to What the results now but down the job, just so she could not see anyone! husband still is a good husband, everything is still as frightening as her swear. But Chengdu has not weakened the potential not only to pick her husband's thorn often made and his decision to divorce. For a time her husband atmosphere, he could bear, so three months as anger erupted like volcano out: you, what great, from the to leave, more afraid ah! as if the husband suddenly become another person, make her difficult to accept. So she filed for divorce decisively.
to marriage between the smoke so they went to extremes at once. Rong carried away and watched the distance light lost, confused eyes one. It turned out to love and not love it in this paper in words. She looked at the hands of the characters goes just a signed divorce agreement. suddenly was blank. They are so remote and strange, since then, he will no longer be spent with her. She was a person to re-live their own. work, work, go home. face will be a temporary new world. think of it, she suddenly felt some regret, why so early and he proposed a divorce? their time with him, nor is unhappy it? This can not blame yourself. three years, she never seriously as gentle as his wife treat him once. Though she once had a rare kind of world share of all women gentle and fragile, but that was before, perhaps when he spotted her reason was that point. However, the kind of marriage, the husband's thoughtfulness and care in the next life, so her character up to become fragile and tough. She is no longer the kind of gentle and vulnerable before, so, life has been dull husband and wife wrapped around the house.
Perhaps, such a leave, of her future life, but it is a choice. She thought of her in the near future, we can find a good husband, a young and promising. to that time, she doubled the better glory. Rong is a very contemporary woman. for marriage and family, never feeling just to read, and with him may not have a trace of love. but she still occasionally think of him, Bijing he is the husband of his bed three-set ah. they do not love the crystal. This is not no, but she does not want to, she had insisted to him said, five years before marriage, She did not want children. He respected her choice. Just because everything according to her he will only let her become so presumptuous. He is indeed a very good husband, with all the features of all men the world, not only people was tall and doing things no less than others; (but that would have been such a husband, wife despise?) he great degree, in his divorce agreement, including all the inside of the house without reservation all give her. He always loved her, he would like to use it all in exchange for action to be final, but in the end she brought to the court. So he had to tone the most calm and said to her: bar wrote his name at. He knew it all too late, there is no regret, the two quickly left the court building. In their moment of farewell, he suddenly had an emotional, two people mutual silence. finally he broke the Xinjiang Bureau with a smile.
> His words seemed to be a tough out come from the throat. He choked back to maintain such a sad face, bright eyes flashing with tears. Rong is still without saying anything, she seemed to be this sudden deeply moved by the scene, everything has been
late, no matter how well has become the past. a unbearable suffering to promote her eyes filled with tears. She never cried in front of him, the previous time unless it is too big a blow by, but now be considered a blow to it? She did not dare look at him as if they, like the scene when the first plane. Then she felt a sudden, this is a dating start, where divorces What is it?>
hey, I knew the pain of divorce is not so so in mind. But everything is too late. She watched in silence the two feet on the ground, a pair of his, a pair of their own. she seemed to think of something, but do not know where to think, while he stood waiting for her answer, he knew, though her divorce, but he believes she is still loved him , otherwise she would not let it linger own. He already understand this when she was taken the door, they will never together. he knew, all night, so he chose silence, want to get back in silence, save a little room.
a long time, he said to her: to have replied: hit so big, maybe this is a little repent.
she was waiting for his answer, he seemed awkward, or too sad, too sad, he can not make accurate judgments, the matter have been to the point where the. What we can not say it? Yes, he too loved her, he hands her as a jewel, for fear of being taken away. He carefully nurtured her, and fear of her falling to the ground smashed the last three years, he will save her is so perfect, did not let her be a little bit hurt. but now she has wings like a long, silent moment in the palm disappears, so he good-naturedly said in several carrot box after the words persuade when the economy was still no, he had uttered words of such a simple and straightforward.
The reduced End of the World own wife disappeared in the hazy darkness of night, feeling a certain emptiness. I lost? he was pondering.
lonely single life has finally made her feel bored and empty. from work to work, she can no longer work in addition to do not find any thing, the kitchen is not cleaned for a long time, those dishes are not washed for a long time to rot while the bubble. The first is psychological emptiness, often a person she will always remember the time at home nothing. He did not take their things in common, including the diary, what's all the wedding photos are placed according to the original style in her room, she was often bored look at those old photos, but also gradually to produce some of his memories. she is really sorry you made the choice of divorce, she regretted that it was too late, so she could use her own words to write all this in his diary, which has been psychological emptiness be eased, but the ensuing sleep, but made her unable to live so that she was always late at work, my colleagues do not know what happened to her in the end, she never will not, a private matter public. neighbor recently seen very little of her husband home, often very concerned and asked her: politely smile: However, the paper is smoke there's fire, and then the wall would take the air tight. She is very aware of this truth, in fact, people know it does not matter, now divorced woman is not an uncommon occurrence.
But she was lonely ah, to know that a divorced woman, is how much we need another man to touch her heart sinking heart pain ah. a period of time after the divorce, she had enough of the solitary life of a person. That What kind of life ah, no man, one jealously guarding its availability, the lack of the kind of warmth before marriage, no man to cook her, hugging her to sleep life, made her deeply appreciate, not men day, what a sad, especially at night, when she got into bed when a man, she will always feel like something is missing, the quilt is so cold, even though it was snowing outside, electric blankets are also open to the hottest file , but she still felt cold. is really cold? she could not say, then it is cold on the mind? she did not dare to imagine, but every time this time, she will at the ceiling a daze. in order to meet sleep at night, she learned to count, almost every night she would count from 1 to 500, and sometimes the number to 1000. Sometimes, she wanted to give him a call and tell him that we again and well, But he can receive it? Maybe he now has a new partner, she not bear to go to break the lives of others. she kind of contradiction, until he later met another.
and his The story begins in a spring evening. That day, the company just a holiday, she went to the Toyama restaurant. do not know when she began to live the kind of luxury to the dissolute life, perhaps all this is coming from her more than six months caused by loneliness and tough it. In the past, she never came to this place, over the sad and boring single life so that she fell in love thirst alcohol and smoking. That night she is a person sitting in a chair bored to smoking, her thick smoke,
like floating in the mist of a lotus. In fact, she is very beautiful, that beauty is never out of date, because they can not take her to beauty sets the standards of any era, like the thin ring of fat Yan and so on, all focusing on form. She is a Chinese ink painting, only the ink on rice paper thin, slightly up but after the ink rendering, it was with light ink light Jiaoren glance, everywhere around the blank, but appeals to the imagination, pure and clear and bright white place, quiet introverted; dark place for a splash of a dye, style infiltrated the muscle in rice paper, will be God Flaming penetrating . Rong this beauty in her age do not have any change, even though she is divorced, but not how to look like a woman aged 28 has a pale, but seemed to have a just the boudoir of the woman. beautiful skin and not because of her looking aged and lonely, but only slightly a little rough. so since, in this occasion she was not a lonely woman, has become a concept note among all the beautiful children, but her heart has always wipe it away before the scars of that wire, it Bijing is a blot on her marriage, but now she had not think about it.
wine to thirsty men and restaurants much, but all have a sink mature, stable men gas, Chengdu is the only choice this fancy here, she has been waiting for someone here, waiting for his appearance, apparently as she has an absolute capital of women, one came to this place will be subject to a number of men in the concept note, and she is not waiting for appreciation of these often point to treat her as a man, she really needs is a thoughtful understanding of her man because she was too need this man. High blood red French wine goblet in her hand in the swirls, when she slowly inhaled it in the mouth when she felt like the cup of life wine, drink every time there is a taste of his mouth are not. She took a deep breath of smoke, long eyelashes, thick smoke across, revealing a single woman fox sad heart and pain. This more than six months Even she did not know how come, it just spit out like smoke, always floating variable.
A man wearing a blue suit came to her side, it is obviously intended to and she knew about.
to her side, followed by two people clink drink, Rong all this without the slightest care. , but he is very able to cleverly avoid this tension. In the eyes of the man like Chengdu familiar, it is not, and he said, she came here several times to drink, have met him. she also think this is a blessing, why every time will be here to see him? Is this the one who let her wait for a man? not down to her, and that there is no evidence of the fact that she is never to conduct in-depth study, for she was waiting for the answer to this mature man. At last he spoke: will be mentioned in the question, Fate really like both of them to meet him. He told her name is Zhang, is pleased to know a woman like her, she said also.
heart that night she will soon, perhaps from a divorce she the fastest since a heart, and she does not have any sense of oppression, as if for a time back in the love life of five years ago. She Patent v. she is a married woman, and has just recently divorced. His face appeared to be very stable , but the inside has provoked a trace of surprise, he's no matter how to see, do not regard this woman in front of an already married woman with the associate. but he always believe her, that night, they talked about for a long time, and before leaving, he took her home, she did not refuse, drowsily to get into his car. warm air tightly wrapped in her body, she felt a little nervous, she The man looked around, there is a sudden feeling that I was looking for this man? Why is so fast! she did not venture down to, since she and her husband after the divorce, she thought about a lot of the shadow of a man, she thought if the right to be able to find a man may be able to live their later life happy, and so many days, she agreed to find her looking forward to his presence. Although people do not pursue her less, but she did not seductive, only the Zhang to clink from the moment her since she was a landed there, as if finally blown autumn leaves in the plot of their own static soil. ----- Mr. Chang for his, her heart already has his shadow: the thirties, an honest, intelligent, prudent man, had seen once in a restaurant also, but did not spoken to him . But from that moment it occurred to her a little change of heart, she felt every word he said is true. So this change in her heart has been changing, now she really sure that this in mind place in the hearts of men when his date, so there an inner impulse to make her feel like the man is to find the person you want. For Zhang, this is not actually imagine Rong Zhang, He real name is Xu Wenkai, others call him idiot, he is only twenty-seven years old, and ink quiet Rong The difference is that the Celtics are a thick and black the oil paintings, canvas shop in the thick white cardboard , black and white, colored oil wiped over and over again, every corner of the spare, bright screen, is the place to be red mouth is the place to be black eyes, really makes people see through.
car in the downtown city in the shuttle, the Celtics asked about her address, less than five minutes, it is skillfully parked her downstairs. She wanted him to sit upstairs for a while, but the room is too chaos, these days she did not come back too; say half of a turn, come as a surprise, and have the opportunity or the next time, so she pushed the car under the door, stuck his head out the Celtics in the car to do a very deep expression . handbag handed out his business card in his hand, the Celtics received Rong card, she has disappeared in the corridor, so he did a very non-lazy expression, and turned the key on the engine.
night, she felt very nervous, no more than six months and a strange man alone for so long, but also so happy that her mind has been echoed his shadow. So with her, people will love her ? Although she could see that Mr. Chang has a special on her feeling, but she needs it! married woman should know, is badly in need of mature love. She did not want to go back to first love, so She decided in the absence of a thorough understanding of the specific circumstances of each other, select the proactive approach.
back to the house, she saw the large and quiet bedrooms there is a fierce suddenly felt something haunted her. few days ago, the same kind of thing as the devil never left her half a step, the first time just a trace of pain, but the longer, more pain in her heart, until now, that haunt the mood of her six months as the eruption of flames, burning large areas of her body. She felt so tired, but this tired at the end of another hidden what she was about to pick up the table mirror, ready to look at their own small Aberdeen recently change, at this moment the telephone rang. She has been like a hundred per cent in the mind to grasp that the phone must be his calling, so she too busy thinking to pick up emotion, but she also felt Court acts like a newly hatched young girls, this set of movements and somewhat childish, so pick the handset of the moment she changed the idea of speaking in advance. handset close to her side, she is hard to listen to a mature men's voices, but the other end of the phone but only gently breathing, and she's feeling right, the wild with a steady and mature in breathing is from the mouth of Mr. Chang, but she had no idea that he how this silence is to be her? not imagine that she is, no matter how long she was then time to pondering Xia Xiang, are the result can not think of any, so she had to say: Why not say that? outside the building suddenly pulled him from his own side, just like she and the restaurant where he was the same in Toyama. He will stay in the blink of an eye shadow of her mind, like two people talking face to face, in some , there is always some silence or awkward situation of appears. her moment of this moment, that is just the time to meet, so she gave him a little in return, is still a slight smile. This way, the distance two people closer, and he was silent for a long time, said: : He said: Let me find a pen. Enliaoyisheng end said he was still gentle attention of her answer. she fully understood what he meant, made a clever answer: hear the voice I hear this: did not think he would be so decisively to end this conversation. how can she sleep? My God, these days he does not know how she alone insomnia to dawn!
have the first meeting, there will be a second, third, gradually become familiar between them for a meeting that is no longer choose the original restaurant. She slowly approached him, but she never He sent that kind of meaning, because she understand that love is the other side to say. So she was always waiting for someday, she could hear thick oil paintings, Ming and bright, is the place to be red mouth is the place to be black eyes, this love is not to be decorated in any color. She thought, he also has a nice home, a beautiful and gentle wife, but he does not care about all this. and he cares about her? she was a divorced woman, after all, it? he can, like her husband, as his former love her? she do not know, this is she has been annoyed problems. She also spent a lot of time to think about this issue, but she does not think this is important, it is important in the end how much he loved her. If he is really in love with her, then how would one ever leave married women have some awareness of the barriers it? course, which she is right, and he is not married or unmarried is the kind of care about the kind of man. In fact, in his heart, has long put her In a heavy status. He knew that when they first met that night, he had fallen in love with her. Before that, he, like her, often in the restaurant in to see her. At first, he just in a public eye, watched the fall in the wine and the cigarettes inside the woman, she remains not figure out why the women like her who will always come to this place a pastime, but can not think why she would divorce, so it would be for She created a sympathetic, and when he slowly approach her, he would gradually feel that this is a very special woman. He knew she had a strong side of debauchery, in the saw from her heart The other side of her soft vulnerable. then first met, he would no longer have sympathy for this woman, but to convert it into a love. He often took her and his wife to do a comparison, perhaps men have a grass is always greener feeling every time he went home, feeling a lot of the old wife, although his wife kept busy at home, never quarrel with him, but also as usual, according to him, but he always felt that she body such as the lack of something, so he had official business by the unit, often got home late. He will sometimes produce a contradiction, to face her and his wife and young son who just turned six months old He in the end choose who? her colleagues as often to his house to play, his wife received her very friendly, he spoke to her in the living room while his wife was busy in the kitchen with enthusiasm. When occasionally the two personally met with, he really was confused by hh usual he is very busy, indeed, the tax on many things, she knew, so she was never in the daytime not bother him. She herself busy in the night, she drove to pick him up, there are a lot of time, under his late work, she is downstairs so, until he came out.
chat with them, walking, late night, playing dominoes. She told him the sea some of the competition, she said: some harsh realities. He told her that some of their upper class bureaucrats busy and loss of life. They come from two completely different worlds, their lives, completely different social circle, a marriage to be like them pull in the together in front of each other, opened a new window. She told the history of his previous marriage, she said she talked to three years in love, married three times, the husband of her good, but still away, they did not child, not her incompetence. is she did not want. She told him frankly that, he, too, every word said to her, he very clearly in mind. He took her as a flower, is A white jade flower, the above without any blemish, he carefully, admiring it, and slowly that it took place in the faint trace of perfume is a very special taste, is his wife so many years in his The body can not feel the taste of another woman, and he gradually tend to her side. but is accompanied by his wife's indifference, and bickering. He felt like an empty white marriage, the longer it put too , the more yellow, wait until the dying of the day, the paper will turn black, so its better to back into one, let him yellow longer, so there is not the end of life As to fare well. This way, he greatly increased the love for her.
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